A bad day
Posted on Jan 06, 2008 under Personal, everyday life |I was so sore today that I couldn’t move, so I wasn’t able to get in my daily workout. I’ve found if I don’t I start to get depressed and thats not a good thing. My life sucks, but I can usually stay positive about it. I don’t go out, even though I would love to. My friends have kids and life’s that don’t involve night time outings where I can actually meet people. The ones that are single used me so I stopped talking to them.
So on top of not having that I did a good workout feeling I am stuck at home bored. I’ve lost interest in everything but blogging and even that is not as much fun as it use to be. I think I’m ready for a change, but I have no idea where to start.
I want to move, but I can’t yet, hopefully the blogging starts bringing in some good cash so I can afford my meds and a rent. I have a feeling though that it’s going to be a while. I just hate that I’m 25, not horrible looking and I have been on 2 dates in my lifetime. Theres alot more that has to do with that including I’m scared, but now I also have to worry about the diabetes and how a guy will react to that. My friends bf’s didn’t like it at all and told them to stay away from me cause now I’m a druggie.
Yep I had great friends.
Anyway I’m hoping tomorrow will be better, I have a weigh in, but I don’t think it’s going to be that good. I’ll keep trying though. I have to lose this weight.
