Mixed messages
Posted on May 13, 2008 under everyday life |I’m a diabetic and I’m a Christan, A year ago as of last week I was spared from death I believe because I was suppose to live for some reason. If I had gotten to the hospital just 2 hours after I did I would have had kidney failure and died.
This week though I have decided that God really has no idea what he/she is doing. As some of you who read this blog know I do paid posting on a few of my other blogs. It helps pay the bills and the gas for me to go to school. It’s helped with a few medical bills, but I would love to make more. Anyway yesterday and this morning I exercised. Guess what happened when I went to do that. Yesterday 3 $100+ jobs on pay per post dropped and I missed them, today one did and I spent the whole hour before I went to do my workout refreshing the page to try and get something.
So I have decided that God is punishing me for exercising. I just can’t figure out why. Once I do I’ll let you know. Of course he could just be telling me I shouldn’t be so greedy. who knows!
May 13th, 2008 at 10:09 pm
Bummer that you missed the opps. I don’t even see ones that high!
I can sit here for an hour or so refreshing and don’t see anything but the minute I go and do the housework and come back, there’s guaranteed to be new opps greyed out.
That’s life, I guess…lol
May 14th, 2008 at 3:47 am
It sucks but I’ll be okay. I have decided that God is telling me not to be so greedy though. I got gas today at $3.99 where I live, I drove to school and it was $3.79, I had no money left to put any in.
Maybe it’s time to do some donations? lol
May 14th, 2008 at 5:52 pm
I guess I am being punished for not exercizing then. I never get any opp at all in PPP
I understand you anyway. God is still laughing because I thought I would get a lot of money doing paid post.
I lost my PR and now I barely make $100/month (used to be $500/month).