Starting over
Posted on May 16, 2008 under Personal |I’ve decided I need to start my weight loss goal over. I haven’t lost anything in months and my blood sugar has been crazy. I don’t have the motivation I use to. I’m depressed, stressed and very unhappy and there is nothing I can do about it. I think it’s time to just let it go. Everyone tells me I have to do this for me and thats nice and all, but I’m not a me person. It’s hard for me to be a me person. I’m happy when everyone around me is happy. I’m still depressed, but at least I know the people around me are doing okay.
So I have some new goals to set for summer. I want to lose 10lbs. I want to find something I like to do, since I have been informed that I’m boring. I’m going to try very hard to be interested in something I use to be. I had hobbies once. I let them all go, nothing seems to make me happy anymore. I can’t afford to take classes or anything but I can try to buy something that will help me make things. Which brings me to my next goal. Buy a potters wheel. I use to love pottery as a teen and I think it would be a great way to relax. I know being able to relax is a great way to help your blood sugar.
My last goal is to get back into my exercise routine. I haven’t been doing well with that at all and I hate myself for it. I know it needs to be done. My body is even screaming at me. My plan is to get a set of belly dance videos and use those. I’m going to buy them this time instead of rent. That way I have them no matter what.
Anyone want to join me in setting some new goals for summer?
