I just don’t care anymore
Posted on Jun 10, 2008 under everyday life |Right now I am just ready to throw in the towel and say F U weight loss. I’m now at 284lbs and I can’t figure out why. I’m depressed pissed and hating my life. It seems that every time I try to relax and just zone out it doesn’t work. Zoning for 2 hours or so usually makes me feel better and then I get back up. But I can’t. There is nothing on TV and now the games on my computer won’t run and I have no idea why.
I was looking forward to the NASCAR race this weekend I’m going to, but now I feel so horrible and fat that I don’t even want to go. I just don’t know what to do it seems everything is just going wrong and there is nothing I can do about it.
June 10th, 2008 at 6:09 pm
Hi there,
There are so many things I could recommend to you but I’m not sure what kind of eating and exercise plan you’re following or what your motivation is.
One thing I can say though is that you’re never a failure as long as you learn something and you keep on trying! It sounds like you’ve learned that you don’t like feeling the way that you’re feeling, so you’re not a failure!
One other thing: I found some info about a group of people who reversed their diabetes by going raw, you can check it out here if you want to (last part of post). I find it very inspiring and I’m interested to see the whole documentary when it comes out.
Hope something I said here helps - remember that you are a special and unique person and you deserve to treat yourself like you would treat someone who you love very much.
June 14th, 2008 at 4:24 pm
It sounds like what you are doing is not working. It sounds like you are very frustrated. Don’t beat yourself up! It’s not you. It is the advice you have been given. Years ago, I went to my doctor for advice on weight loss. he told me to eat less and exercise more. What a moron. A month later, I gained 3 pounds. I tried many times to lose weight but finally gave up. Here are some of the things I learned to change that around. I hope that your optimism and hope come back soon. We need to see you happy again.
June 15th, 2008 at 7:10 pm
just came across your blog and wanted to tell you not to give up. It may suck right now, but things can and will get better. I am not very familiar with diabetes, so I won’t try and give you any advice. Just know that there are people out there that care about you and your well being.
June 15th, 2008 at 8:26 pm
Looks like the link I left you on my last comment did not work.
Here it is again
http://aiminghigher.blogspot.com/2007/12/why-diets-fail.html
June 16th, 2008 at 1:55 pm
Jeff, thanks for posting that again. I checked it out, but when I approved the comment the link came out. It’s a great and very helpful post. Thanks for sharing.