Writing, depression and sucky days
Posted on Jun 10, 2008 under General diabetes information |I know I haven’t written in a few days. Our electricity has gone out twice over the last 3 days. I also have just been feeling horrible. I’m having a lot of personal issues right now and feel like nothing is ever going to be okay again. I’ve gained weight. I’m now at 282lbs and I feel it.
I just want to be happy and it seems like every time I do something happens to screw it up. I’m just to the point where I’m giving up on ever being happy and I’m going to submerge myself in working on my blogs and other things. I think it’s time to deal with the fact that I’m diabetic and no man will ever want me because of it. I’m just not the kind of girl that gets the good guys.
