Loving Life with Diabetes

Not A Good Couple Of Days

The last 2 days I have had the house to myself as my family has gone out of town to visit my stepdad’s family. I was happy to see them go as I figured I could get some work and cleaning done while they were gone. Unfortuanatly so far that has not happend. I have had no energy and it stinks. I reallyn wanted to orginaze and clean up my bedroom because I’m still hopeing to move within the next few months. I still have a few days and with everyone going back to school next week I do have some alone time, but I’m worried about this whole not haveing energy thing.

I know a lot of it has to do with the fact that I have not been exerciseing like I should, but it’s not like I’m not doing anything, I did get up and dance around for a total of a half hour. It was a little at a time as I got tired too quickly. I’m just tired of haveing no energy, I know some of this is depression and I just can’t seem to kick it, the last 3 months have really been the most depressing time of my life. Well besides when my dad died, but that didn’t last 3 months, I was bad for about a week. I had school and other things to keep me occupied. I have school now, but it’s online classes that have just stressed me out. I did drop one though and that has made live a little better.

I know I need to move so I can get out and have a life and get out with people my own age. I’m 25 and don’t do anything. I would be different if I was married and had kids, I would feel lonely, right now I just feel like everyone has forgotten about or just doesn’t have time for me. The second being the biggest problem I think.